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R.

I am the princess of the blue house.

I sit on those porches, and do as I love.

I send you the best of wishes, M. P.

Confused Clarity, absolute rambling.

i am going to have a lost year.

i’m not thinking quite right. right now.

nothing is the way it should be, i don’t fit in with anyone.

i can’t communicate with anyone, we are in babylon.

i promise i will keep writing. i will write until there is nothing left.

i have never been so sincere or serious in my life.

i will write. i will do my work. i will fulfill my purpose, or die trying.

i love everyone, we are not all human, we are not okay.

we are all deeply affected. 

there are negative and aggressive things. we have to overcome.

you will know my name, you will see my face.

i will not be ignored.

i’m in it to win it, i want you all to benefit from my missions.

this next year will be the worst and hardest of my life. 

things will get more difficult, i’m only kidding myself at this point.

bless us all, we are fucked.

love you.

i’ll be making money, writing, being healthy, smoking weed, eating mushrooms, drinking alcohol, and making life happen for myself.

i hope you’re in a certain situation.

see ya later.

GDT.

Pay no mind to my bazaar, it means no real harm. I have only but a touch of wickedness, with loads of light surrounding.

Zzzzzzzz

Tonight, I am awake. Alive and exhausted,

or so I lead myself to believe that I am tired.

I feel like running to the ends of earth.  Like screaming until sound no longer exists.

It’s something in the pretty, full, orange tinted moon that hit the sky around 6pm in Aurora, Ohio.

It might be time for mate, weed, and chocolate. 

I will try not to sleep, although my nightmind* may take over.

Loves, Hugs, and Kisses to all.

I may not seem like a big deal

but my words mean something.

they have weight, and cannot be counted.

i’m too good for you to follow, so don’t. paha.

i’m too altruistic for this world, i shouldn’t have been born,

because i’m too righteous for this filthy crooked earth.

someday, sooner than you think, you will know my name.

you will read my words, i will demand it, and my prayers will be answered.

you’ll be lining up to give me your money, and i will give you great reason to donate to my causes. my life is all about helping your life. i will not fail.

i cannot be stopped.

i am about to set the world on fire.

I realize that i will never have intimacy with others like the ‘normal’ people. things will always be this way for me. I will be alone forever. I will have more fun fantasizing about affection than I will recieving it.

im gorgeous in my own right. I was blessed with a spectacular figure, and it is rarely shared. the main reason for this is no man can use his words, nor can he properly satiate my sexual needs.

all of you, go fuck yourselves, and contact me if you ever think of something worth verbalizing.

I am co_creator

I have got the ether in me.
everything I do is incriminating,

I feel nothing that I do is criminal.
I have mostly good intentions.
there are a lot of negative distractions,
too many walking, taking, dead.

I know humans, mutants, aliens, and I have seen the forth kind. ;/
things are not well with many people,
I know nothing of the hatred and agression that is infused with who we are.
reality is closer than you think, don’t look too far.
it’s waiting for you right across the street.

obama is the best possile president we could have right now,
BARACKTHEVOTE,do it. vote! asap.

Quick Note

this site is the only thing (product, art piece) more scandalous, unsuitable, unfitting, untimely, unfortunate, inapt, wrong, incorrect, incongruous, inapplicable, ill-chosen, insensitive, misplaced, improper, tasteless, unseemly, tactless, unbecoming, unacceptable thing I have ever done in my life. simply because I like to fill my time with stating liberating outward comments, that doesn’t involve twitter.

this site is under construction, it is constantly in progress. It doesn’t have requirements or deadlines at this time.

No company will contain me, silence me.  Autonomy will rule, communication will heighten, and we will show everyone all at once that we can change our reality rapidly, through collective work and force. The media will change, and transportation will exceed that of the underground.  Secrets will be revealed, veils will be lifted. Forgiveness will be granted, but true memory and information will prevail. In order to stop the distraction and repetition of certain circles, we must shift our consciousnesses. Overmedicated, undernourished, dulled, zombie, relgiouslessly hindered, people will have to change or slowly die out.  Birth control for women will help the planet in a wonderful and astonishing way. Numerous women will be on birth control and in perfect cycle with the moon and each other.  This will empower woman as well as man. Particular energy blocks will be broken through, upheld, and progress into a higher reality.  People will be more often their higher selves, they will tap into the true nature of spirituality and connecting with your Higher Self. People will astral project and meditate in ways unseen.  Rapid changes can occur in humanity. 

P.S. Any misspellings are on purpose, for a reason.

I’M PRESENT

I am alive, and well.

I am writing my novels.  I have never been so serious about anything in my whole life, other than my own spiritual journey. The work I am doing is endless in my mind. It the most fulfilling and liberating experience I have ever forced myself to go through. I think about it constantly; all day long. No matter how distracted or high I get; my writing is there always. I promise I will finish, as speedily as I can. I have already let you down; someday I will life you up. Together we will elevate each other.

I am mostly disconnected from the internet these days, but I will try to be more diligent about posts.

This is my only true and active blog site. 

This space is like crude oil, riddled with outbursts, emotions, art, and real talk.

My fiction novels are a refined reflection of the truth I see, and the world I live in. 

I am doing this for myself and my fans. I hope that you appreciate this old collective of the good and ugly. This site is important to me and will be paid more attention to in the future. I’ve been on a hiatus from many things in order to dedicate myself to writing. Please, everyone, keep writing.  Write everyday.

Love and Gratitude.